I'm tired of trying to get you to notice how it feels,
To be so left behind,
To be so far out of my mind,
Lonely as can be,
How you make me feel when I think about you,
When your name is brought up,
Holding on is better than letting go,
It's just no use to me,

I will jump to break every bone in my body,
I will be your suicide,
Your secondhand serenade,
Your mind on a black platter,

Just tell me your secret,
And tell me why I'm not considered part of your life,
I will hold a lifetime of pain if I have to,
Just to let you know how bad it feels,
Please give me a sign,
End it here,
Give me a line,
My heart is blurred,
Whisper it in my ear.